Something different

Something was different about Maryn today. I could tell she is growing up and is a lot more aware of her senses and is more expressive. I don't know if it is just the time I spent with her that made her so affectionate or if her brain clicked and her reasoning response is kicking in. I love every minute with her. Even the "I don't love you" comments in Target because I would not let her use her markers today...I was saving them for her birthday party. Having a girl is not so bad. It is like another me. Someone with needs, wants and desires. All she needs is someone to hold her hand and watch a movie, snuggle on the couch with a sippy cup of milk, take her dolly and stroller in the store and buy her baby a present.She just needs a mom and I am happy to be her mom I love my little girl. She is so special and beautifully different