I Get It

Randy and I were asked to speak in Sacrament meeting for Easter. I am always excited to speak because I always learn so much as I prepare, but this week was different. I was battling some emotional baggage with Randy starting to prepare for oral boards and having family come in town for the weekend was stressing me out too. As I tried to get some ideas written down I was feeling stuck. We were asked to speak on Easter. There is a lot to speak about, but I could not find what I was looking for. I kept telling Randy, "there is nothing more to say about Easter. I found some scriptures and some ideas, but nothing that would take up 10 minutes. On Sunday morning I kept trying to find more info, but nothing...I just said in a prayer trying to find some peace. "I have done the best I could, this is what I have." Randy came in 10 minutes before we left and asked if I printed out my talk. He continued , the printer ink is gone and it will not print. he was so sorry, but I finally felt peace. I just said to myself...to my father in heaven..."I Get It". I knew what I had was what I needed, and I was needing to just bare testimony. I did and I filled my time and the spirit spoke. The music was beautiful and helped me with my thoughts. Randy's words were inspired and he only five minutes..
It was a beautiful day.

I know my savior is my brother. He is my trusted friend and knows me. He wants me to be happy even when I am not. He wants me to enjoy life and experience life and do my purpose. he sacrificed his life for mine and no other person could do that. He loves me. He made it possible for my family to be together forever. I can go home and see my Father again. I get to be in his presence again and enjoy the love that I feel. I am happy because of him. I will continue to learn more of his love and continue in trust and humility.